Reimagined

How ‘Reimagined: fanfic role-playing game’ came to be

As the game gets closer and closer to release date and most of the work is already done, I thought I would go back to the beginning and retrace the steps that led me to write Reimagined.

A few years ago my husband and I came up with an idea for our anniversary. We were to design erotic games for one another and to play both games during the anniversary. I was very excited and I had lots of ideas. As a designer I always struggle to think small; my projects are usually gargantuan and they’re sometimes impossible to finish. However, in this instance, I knew that the game didn’t have to be polished, it just had to be fun to play for both of us. So I didn’t hold back!

I ended up designing a game that I called “Starring”. It was a story game about making an erotic TV series. It had everything: 5 types of cards, tables, tokens, photos of famous actors and lots and lots of rules. My husband made an elegant, well-designed game that took 6 pages, called “Stories of the eyes”, (which he’s planning on publishing in the upcoming future). We played both games and it was fun!

I don’t know about other designers, but when I design a game and it turns out promising, I instantly get excited and want to share my idea with the world. I want other people to get a chance to play the game, so I immediately start planning what do I need to work on so the game can be published in the future. This game was no different. With the help of my husband, I simplified the rules and made the game more versatile. Instead of predefined topics, like BDSM or threesomes, I introduced symbols. The players could define what the symbols meant before the game started, so they could explore the topics that were exciting for them. I even began some beta testing.

However, “Starring” never got to the point it could be released as a finished game. I was afraid it was too controversial, giving it’s heavily erotic nature. We had fun playing it, but for the other people to enjoy it it would require a lot more work and at that moment I didn’t have enough time. So I abandoned the project.

This year I decided that I want to learn how to make smaller projects because that was the design skill I was lacking. I also wanted to write a game in English, which is very challenging for me. I dug out “Starring” and decided to give it another go, but I ended up with a completely different game. I lost the cards and the erotic content and added a role-playing aspect, so it was no longer a story game, it was an RPG. I still wanted it to be about making a TV series, but I wasn’t sure what this TV series is to be about since it was no longer about erotic fantasies.

Then I remembered a passage from the “dear diary” booklet by Avery Alder, added to the Monsterhearts 2 RPG. Avery wrote about the “girlish” genre of movies, like Twilight, being ridiculed by the general public and women being shamed for liking romance and urban fantasy novels. She admitted to taking part in this shaming herself, and I’m also guilty. Avery pointed out that what this really is about is misogyny: a patriarchal society laughing at women for liking trivial love stories but accepting men watching action or video game inspired movies that aren’t that ambitious themselves.

I gave it some thought and decided I want to make my game about fanfiction – an also ridiculed and looked down on literature, written and read mostly by women. (BTW Fifty Shades of Gray began as fanfic for Twilight!). And that’s how Reimagined: fanfic role-playing game came to be. It began as an erotic story/card game and there is a little bit of that left (for example, the players decide how much of a mature content they’d like to have in their story). It’s still about making a TV series, but it’s a fanfic TV series. The players choose a fandom around which their TV series is created. It’s a game for two players with strong story elements, but with a lot of role-playing as well. Some may call it a guilty pleasure, but I hope many people will play the game with no feeling of guilt or shame, despite the “fanfic” in the title.

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